20140927

Saranesia

Down the road
a boy would
go
into darkness
fearless
afraid,

she never stayed

and the living gravel
would bite
at his feet
whilst moving headlong through
a kind of haunted sleet
"a cold has come"
though he trudges on
to some unknown end
to begin
again

where was she
if ever she were there
the flame of his despair
a warmth of a kind
that left no trace
behind
that she would ever
care
again

then he would pause
indifferent to
any cause
and upwards he would
gaze
into a kind of blinding
space
where a light should
cut its
way 
casting off
remnants of a 
past 
at once forgotten,
spoken of
in hushed tones
a memory of a reminder
that she were there,
any and every
where

head down
reposed
onward he 
goes, his
Saranesia
in the distance
knows.

20140923

Blood letter

A sickness would overcome me
in time for the winter solstice
to deface me with
a kind of beleaguered
discretion
not really trying
to suffer the dying
but bowing before
a cell
that would not
fail

the longest night
dreams
the shortest day 
screams
and an idea
got in my way
that i could
ever change you,
it’s true

but in this gray place,
where i try and hold this,
bleeds a certain feeling 
i can miss
in time for
this bloody solstice
to let the blood 
of my faith
in you
spill

and my flesh would pale in
your garrison
an entourage of
comparisons
go idly wiling 
slightly smiling
as i shiver
red
this river flows.