Longboard, or Moment of clarity

Consortium of maggots
determine the shape i’m in
on longboard in motion
slow all time
again

i breathed in your attention span
as i powerslid into nowhere land
and gravel dusted bones electric
while nerve endings witnessed
your vacant display of indifference

i am the receiver of the dim wit
the dreamer of the same shit
that you regurgitate over and over
as i carve majestic across this utopian
plain

so

i will give up the wish
once and for all
and regret not effort misplaced
on longboard
i will go not disgraced
home.